A BEST FRIEND WHO'S GONE

Have you ever lost a friend? You must have. But, have you ever lost this one very special friend in your life? Well, I have. 
I wrote this poem few months back, I still have a doubt on whether I should post this. And if you're reading this, I guess I got the courage to finally post it.

I left many just to be with you,
Ultimately, you left me just to be with someone else.

I don't regret our friendship,
I just regret that I made you my first priority,

I am not offended by this thing,
I still have memories of you,
Memories of us
But the reality is what I don't want to accept,
That I've completely lost you.

Now, you got a better, rather than the best one.
That hurts, that seriously hurts when you are ignoring the fact that
I'M NO MORE THAT CLOSE I USED TO BE.

You wanted us to get similar tattoos,
What would have happen to those?

Sometimes, I still cry thinking about all those good days
And how someone just came and took you away.

It was hard to believe that you chose a 2-year relationship over a 13-year one,
But I had to believe what I saw.

People whom I left for you, don't talk to me anymore,
And that is so obvious.

Whom should I blame for this?
I didn't sketch a limit in our friendship.

Yes I was afraid of losing you,
But now I realize it's good for me,
'Cause maybe you got better,
But I got better than the best!

 













XOXO,
Sanch.